My first Jubie Meeting

It was nerve-racking.

I know I can handle "meeting new people", but I was SO NERVOUS & uncomfortable. Fortunately, Erico was there & I knew Roson is on my side too.. Also, I was mentally tired from the summer camp. I didn't know that standing there to lead worship can be so mentally energy consuming... I guess I was really into it, which is good.

Games were relaxing & fun. As Erico & I were planning to leave after that game, it was time for sharing & praying in the group... I didn't feel like leaving at that moment, feels like... I don't want to pray with them. also it's a great opportunity to know my group ppl too... so I stayed and shared and listened and asked questions and we prayed for each other.

I am still not 100% sure I am ready to commit myself to Jubie, seriously. I am not sure about my ability to commit my time right now... for the next 2 years. Furthermore, I am still quite nervous about getting to know new ppl in this group.. I guess ... they are all really really musically talented and I have never been in a group like this.. I am not sure how to place myself in this community yet...

But it's also a great thing that I am around so many so talented Christians. They would teach me humbleness and how small I am. I really really need this sort of input in my life right now...

So, here I am ... had a nice time with my praying group... in Jubie for the first time.

Sorry... but I forgot that church evangelical night is on 26th... I can't go to Jubie camp. ><