Understand...

I know I should care about this...
I know I should care about this person... Should? I should care about this/that; I should care about her/him/them? How confusing? When you truly care about something or someone... there's no should or shouldn't cuz that's never in your control... You can radically tell yourself.. you should or should not... even when you seem to have convinced yourself...if it doesn't get into your heart... it's never true...

I can do something untrue to myself. I think everybody can if you force yourself to... but you won't be happy. But in reality, can you avoid all that's untrue to yourself? ... I can't but I can't pretend and I don't want to pretend either.

I can never hide something true to myself.

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How do I know ...
How do I know when I truly care about something?
How do I know when I truly care about someone?

Simple?

When you know yourself and be true to yourself. Where is your heart?
... Where is my heart?

It's beating in the center of me.
It is ... in me.

Music has its beats... for us LivEmbrace..it's more..
It is ... the heartbeats.

Let our heartbeats deliver Love and Hope... from our everlasting God.