Yesterday was a tough day... my tears just wont stop. Whenever I pause and think, my tears will just come rolling down again....I had to keep distracting myself. Things that made me want to cry are not all bad things, but they just make me very emotional...I am very afraid...Very afraid of getting sick again (yes, thoughts are coming back)Very afraid of my narcissistic self (coz of my reoccurring thoughts)Very afraid of facing myself... it's not that pretty...My Heavenly Father let me cry in His embrace.Then He sent His angels to comfort me and reassure me..Thank you for being His angels for me...He says to me,Why are you striving these daysWhy are you trying to earn graceWhy are you cryingLet me lift up your faceJust don't turn awayI am not turning away!! p.s. i think this is our 200th entry!! wakakaka
Let's face the fears together!Let's embrace each other!Good job on the 200th entry! =]
Let's face the fears together!
ReplyDeleteLet's embrace each other!
Good job on the 200th entry! =]