I can be an artist?!

I am 25 years old now. should be retiring in 5 years...
haha
Nope!

I used to think that I would not stop my pursuit in the academic arena until I got a post phd degree. I don't know.. in law? haha.. I don't know when I dropped that idea completely. maybe when I realized I am just not good at speaking in general. haha. or it just happened as I grew.

Now, I can't even imagine myself going back to school......?.. actually, I can... but of course it will be something completely different from computer science... ? .. haha. How come I have this doubt now?...That's not a doubt. I actually have imagined myself going into the field of graphic design...to receive some professional training and one day become an artist in graphic design.. An artist of graphic design? an artist? ! Can I be an artist? an artist?! haha.. That sounds so cool.. I always imagine myself being something cool... oh! a hiphop dancer?! haha... of course ! a bakery chef! =D

Indeed, I think I am interested in the ways I am able to, with the best of my capabilities and potentials, make the different expressions of life.. how I interpret life ..the components of life.. how I feel ...the touch of life.. How I smell.. the odor of life.. How I hear..life.. the voice, the music of life.. How I see life...the colors of life.. How I live life..


Whatever ...
I do.

Pray that.. God will continue to teach me to be a humble person.. a faithful servant that makes life expressions of Him and enjoy life.

The same prayer for you. =]