Amazing Grace

so.. I was busy running around the church to chat with different people about our different upcoming ministries.... again..... and at the end of it, I can't help but to ask myself, "What am I doing? Why am I doing this?"

may be I was trying to prove my love for God by doing many things in His house... may be I was trying to impress Him or other people... may be I am trapped in the 'performance trap' as described in the book "Having a Mary heart in a Martha world"....

and later that night.. I was reminded... Grace is something we don't deserve, but God gives us anywayz.... I can't earn God's Grace... and I am not doing things in order to deserve the love of God...

Amazing Grace!! amazing Grace...