Christmas Wish

I just realized.. it's already December!
yea.. I know it's December but I have just realized it's December!!

Praise station has started playing Christmas songs since last week...
My neighbors have been doing their Christmas decoration outside their houses... all the colorful lights are coming out.
I haven't been to any mall yet... but probably big Christmas sales have started everywhere?

I don't have the tradition of doing Christmas shopping.. I always don't understand why ppl spend so much on gifts and stuff during Christmas times....even ppl who are frugal and watch carefully on what they spend on... One friend told me that he would start doing Christmas shopping this week too.. I asked him how many gifts he planned to give out... He said that depended on how many gifts He thought of giving to specific persons...there are many people I think of.. but i can't think of anything to give them...

the secret Santa idea is pretty creative.. all of sudden a tradition of same ol same ol just becomes exciting and everybody looks forward to again... I wish I could think of a more creative way to give ppl what they need too...

...but first of all, I will give You my heart. Please give me the Christmas Spirit, as You are the source of everything. Without You, I have nothing to give. I want a change! I am thinking on a change and let me start before the end of year. Renew me and give me the Spirit again .. Your Holy spirit that tells me what i have to give in this Christmas season and the year to come.
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