Childhood memories..

Lately, I couldn't help but think how cute I was when I was still a kid (before 7). I looked so cute... with baby fat... with the classic mushroom hairstyle... I brought some of my childhood pictures here. I was just unbelievably cute. .. hahaha....

oh well.. I think my memories started when I was 7. I don't remember anything that's before I was 7 year old. The first scene that's kept in memory in my mind was that I was sliding down a slope on roller skates...(those most primitive yellow ones attaching to your shoes) I was always proud that I was such a good roller skater. I think I still am. haha...

I lived in a neighborhood there's only boys.. and no girls... so i could only play with boys... what did they play? soccer! wall climbing! marbles shooting! ...running around like monkeys.... well... is that why I am so boyish? mmm... hahaha... I don't know. but that's probably why I didn't know how to made friends with girls when i went into elementary. I was a loner. I technically had no friends at school.. until grade 4.. when i was 10 years old? I started to like to make jokes... all of sudden? or just silly things got into my mind.. I made jokes which made people laugh... they seemed to like my jokes and thought I was playful... so they started to make friends with me.. gradually, i became popular in my class.. in my grade... How did that all happen? I wonder why/how there's such a change in me?
Was that something that kept within myself and finally unleashed? Was that something I developed to fit in?

I still like making jokes. sometimes tho, I make jokes, I make people laugh, I laugh too. but I am not happy. Sylvia always says she doesn't know what I say is true and what is not. I seem to always make jokes and being not serious eh? Can you tell when i am being serious?

Childhood... haha.. lots of silly things.. I like being silly. Or I am silly? either way. it's fun.