finding my place..

after 4 years.. I am back to this question, pondering,"where is my place?"
at home...at work... at church.. at other places...
(in family, in business or social network, in the community.. )
(with family, with friends.. with others...)

true.. each of us carries different responsibilities at different "places"..
you are simply you .. no matter whereever you go. no matter what responsibilities you have. whatever you do. whoever you are with..
being who you are., being who i am..  is such a profound thing... about all aspects of life.. about your whole being..


being at the church community for almost 5 years..
honestly, i have learned a lot.. and growed quite a bit .. character wise.. skill wise..
which I am very thankful for.. i have also made many friends who are passionate individuals, about life, about people, may also be passionate about God
..by whom i was influenced oftentimes.... on top of all, I got to know about God and have the relationship with Him... which totally transformed my life..


He is teaching me and showing me who I am bit by bit..
including my likes and dislikes..
my character, my personality
my gifts, my potentials
my ability, my limit
my feelings,
my emotions..
my attitudes,
my choices...
my good to keep up with and my bad to change for the better.
...
my family.. my friends.. my church..
my calling..
my place..

my belief



it's never a static who i am...

we are not created to be static.
we are to learn and grow.
to get deep.. to get wide..  to change..

living and embracing who I am. at this point, needs me to locate myself.. find my place again.
and I am in the realm of uncertainties.
afloat.
holding onto God.

I don't know the place
but I do know there's the place.