Hills ahead

Seems like.. the "big" things are over, at least the most critical stage has passed. I can get my mind slowly off them ... Take a little break..and enjoy myself? Then, start again with something new. What will be the something new? I don't know...

I guess I was feeling really tired and ... so I very much looked forward to this day where things are over? but now... seems like... something's missing.. I feel a bit of loss... seriously, what do I want? ... I have my time back now.. and I feel the loss? .. is it this typical? you gain something you lose something? ..I don't know.... but i know I am going to miss my students.. my little friends.. I am not used to call them my students.. cuz I feel like I am a student too.. and..in the past 2 and half months, I have tried to be a friend, a companion who walks with them.. who can offer help when they need. and encouragements... Indeed, I have learned a lot from them. I am so touched by their passion.. their effort.. their simplicity .. naivete, yet, dare to dream and dream big. Their stubbornness.. and persistence.. in their belief. young and fearless? ha. of course, there were fears... but when you dream. fears seem to disappear.

...

Now... I have a mix of feelings. thankfulness. emptiness. excitement. loss. anticipation. fears. ...

it is ...
indescribable.


I fell sick over the weekend last week.... and I think have pretty much recovered by now except for some clingy coughing.

Is it time to get on a new adventure?
it's gonna be a new, fresh start!

"Until we have climbed the hills just ahead, we cannot glimpse what lies beyond. And the hills ahead are higher than we think. We cannot be transported over them without meeting demanding challenges. Such will be your challenge... You will not always be able to see the future, but by drawing close to our Heavenly Father, you will be guided. This is his work. ... You are his servant. You are on his errand."

Hills ahead
Here I Come!