Thursday, May 13, 2010

Brother...

Finishing the "hacking" assignment..  today, I moved on to implement a new feature..  not exactly new.  this feature exists in the old version (C++) application. now, we want the new version (C#) to have it as well...  so I was studying the old code.. and just all of sudden, I thought of the last Adventio.. where Vivian monologue-d yelling at Jessica..  and how Jessica covered her mouth laughing on her seat...  Viv told me that.. Jess had helped her a lot with that script.. apparently, she remembered quite well how she usually scolded at her..

That made me think of my brother...  When was the last time or any one time I helped him? ....It was when I went back home last year... the night before his wedding, I went to his apartment to see him...   He asked me to help him stick the "喜"'s to the walls.  I was happy that he asked me to help.. though it was something simple and easy... I felt special to be asked and to do it ..  I still feel happy and.. warm.. when I think of it now.    but.. except for that, I cannot think of other times.. he asked me for help or I gave him help...   or the other way around...   Indeed, we didn't spend much time together ...   Now, we don't get to spend time together.. 

The life we are living are so different...
We are such different people... think... see... do things so differently ...
Sometimes, I don't agree with his ways.. of things...

The world is turning each day.. time is passing by.. Things happen, people change..
Brother has changed , as well as myself......However, I feel the same.. just like when we were still kids. 

We don't have much time spent together...
but I think. I know him.  I know my brother... and... I like my Brother.
he's my Brother.

2 comments:

  1. i totally understand how u feel
    the last time i talk to my bro at hk... i feel like i'm acting like my mom already. i'm more like his mom than his sister :( so sad

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  2. i think my relationship with jess develops/ evolves as we enter different stages of lives and take up new roles and responsibilities in life... it definitely takes a lot of adjustment and you just need to keep getting to know her.. coz ppl do grow up and change... and mature...

    i am grateful that we all have siblings... ^^

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