Upset...

I don't know.. I am feeling quite upset at the moment..
I lost the necklace my Mom and I bought together just before I came to Vancouver... she picked that for me... though she didn't really plan to get me one.. she bought it for me anyways because I wanted one..

I thought I lost it once 4 years ago when I live at KU house on campus.. but then I found it attached to my clothes .. I was overjoyed to find it again after "losing" it. This time, I couldn't find it again. It's hard to accept the fact that I have truly lost it.. after so many years.. Not sure you have noticed, I wore it everyday.. it's been 6 years... Now it's gone...

When it's on my neck.. i didn't feel it.. now.. when it's not on my neck any more.. I really do feel it.