afloat

I an feeling the sense of being afloat..
lots of things in the recent while have made me feel that way..

For school, I skipped a few lab sessions.. which I wouldn't have if I didn't need to..  I am not saying I have to because I still had a choice.  I chose to skip them to do something else I think i needed to. I don't feel good about skipping any class or lab.. but I did and I am facing my consequences..

Things I have been doing with my Mom... I feel the pressure.... Lots of things I don't know about... and need to learn about..and I need to try to remember many things because she's becoming forgetful at her age..  on top of the school work and other stuff.. I sometimes do feel very stressed.  On the other hand,... I need learn to make space for my studying while making time to spend with her... I really need the wisdom to do it well.

there are risks... I really don't feel comfortable with....
there are fights I really really don't want to get into...

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sometimes, I am really feeling afloat .. and not happy.. but however the situation is

"The Lord is near.  Do not be anxious about anything, but in every situation, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God.  And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus." Philippines 4: 6,7

Thank You Abba Father.