wish

I wish.. for this period of time...
I wish I didn't need to sleep
I wish I didn't need to eat (then I didn't need to go grocery shopping.. i didn't need to cook.. i didn't need to wash dishes..)
I wish my place would clean itself    (it's so messy and dirty now...)
...

I wish..
I wish I could study more efficiently.
I wish I could understand the contents... the theories.. the cause and effect... better...
I wish I could write faster and clearer..
...

I wish.. I could do better..

this week is the toughest week.
at this point.
I haven't finished my paper
I have quite some amount of readings I haven't done..  (probably will not be able to finish either.. )
I still have an assignment to do..
I have readings to do for the course that started last week.. (I haven't had time for it or the review)
I just got to know my mark for the MT... well below my target....
I am so unprepared for the exams.. 

...

I have tried very hard. (although I always cannot resist the temptation to take a nap or "sleep more"...)
I tell myself.
Relax. and be happy.
Cook some nice food and enjoy the sleep when not having insomnia. haha..
Thankful for the luxury to go back to school.
I will continue to try my best. Enjoy the rest of the courses.


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