Finish strong

It's like playing a .... tape...
yet not so much like playing a tape..
there's not backward, no pause, no stop...
it's playing .. and sometimes fast forward..

I am just freaked out that .. time has gone by so fast this year..
 like... what have i done?


I remember we had new year resolution at the huen's in the new year when they just came back from Europe.. jet lagging and fixing the carpet in the flooded basement? hahaha  while Erico's gone back to HK.  haha.. That's quite memorable.
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well.... back on topic..
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i never expected... I would cry so uncontrollably in the public.. and that's what i did at Advendio. 1 深灰.  since then, I have become emotionally unstable...   or maybe i have been like that.. and i have been able to cover it so well... but not able to any more.

Leadership program.....  the students were good. my partners were good.  things were better than last year.  but i weren't good...  i wanted to quit ...half way.
Fellowship committee.... not much to do?....  I don't think it's about how much to do... but somehow it's become too much for me at some point.. i felt like quitting...
Church.... i really did think about leaving church for awhile.. at some point..
my job...  one day.. i have to move on to something else.. i always think.. maybe in a year or two..
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I have been so weak.... so tired...
and so wanna quit everything...
 but at the end.. i didn't quit anything..

I think it's God who pulled me through..
 he sent his angels to give me comfort.. give me support... in words and in prayers..
When my entire person ... mind ... heart ... and soul.... is falling apart.
 He holds me, every piece of me together.
Thank you God.
Thank you my friends.  Without you, being there for me, I would have been defeated... by myself.
Thank you for your care and love for me.

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This year is about to finish..
it's been tough.
it's also a year full of Grace.

"You don't quit when you're tired you quit when the gorilla is tired."

facing the giant.. what ever it is.
God is with us
He is for us.

Stay strong in Him.